I’ve been into running lately. Ever since my life transition left me without a proper gym, I have been taking advantage of the summer sun (and sometimes rain if you can relate to how crazy the weather is in Texas). I’ve never been a fan of running. I'm a non runner who started running, well, weeks ago. It hurts. It’s long. It makes me feel like I’m gonna cough up a lung. But when I finish, runner’s high is like nothing else in this world.
Since I started to run more, I reached my first goal of running 3 miles. What's more, I finished two 3 mile runs. Both times, it felt awesome. Nevertheless, I make it a point to run at least 2 miles each time I run for distance. The minimum used to be 1 mile but now that I know that I can run for at least two miles, I strive for two. Sometimes it’s hard. Other days, it feels like nothing (and those are the days that I run 3 miles). I guess it’s because I can’t afford for my brain to think it can start relaxing at two miles when I know I have 1 more mile to go. My goal is to run a 5K soon and then, by the end of the year, I want to run a 10K. My 1st hardcore goal is to run a half marathon next year. If I keep this up, I’ll be well on my way to completing that half marathon. But I must focus.
Focus is definitely key if you're a non runner who started running this year. You must focus on breathing, focus your mind to keep it from panicking, focus your eyes on something to keep your mind off the distance. Running still isn’t easy for me. And I am, by no means, a fast runner. And I’m okay with this.
This challenge is necessary not only for my body but for my mind. Because it’s weird what I think about in order to keep myself going. I think of how some people don’t even have access to their legs and are unable to run. I think of my grandmother who hasn’t really taken care of herself and is now in bad health conditions because of it. I think of my future children and how I want to be able to keep up with them and teach them how to make healthy life choices. I want better for myself and that’s what this whole lifestyle is about for me.